I missed these feelings– anticipation, worry, doubt, excitement. That’s how terrible love is; your emotions become out of control.
And that’s also the beautiful thing about love—
it makes you live with so much emotion.
I thought I’ve already moved on. I thought that the last time I’ve said that was the end.
And I have never been so wrong.
You know, I have said those same words countless times already.
“I have moved on.”
And every time I said those words, there was only one thought that comes to my mind.
It has always been you.
And that is how you make the most beautiful lie of all.
I have been fighting for more than four years. I only stopped because I believed it was already completely impossible for me. I was wrong.
But then again, I could also be wrong, thinking I have a chance. But that doubt will not stop me this time. It doesn’t matter if I’d end up broken or miserable. I don’t care if I’ll fail or lose my fight. It’s because–
–the one who wins the fight is the one who tried.